In this week’s parashah, the Ma’or VaShemesh offers a profound chiddush in understanding the sin of the Golden Calf.
The episode was not simply a collapse into rebellion. Rather, it was a tragic miscalculation in the pursuit of יראת הרוממות, awe of the Divine.
When the Torah says “כי בושש משה,” the people felt they had lost the living conduit through which they could attain יראת הרוממות, awe of the Divine. True fear of God cannot usually be seized directly. It is cultivated through reverence for a tzaddik, which serves as the conduit that leads a person toward that higher awareness. While Moshe stood among them, he served as that conduit.
When he delayed returning, and the people believed he would not return, that conduit was lost.
Deprived of Moshe, the people sought another way to recreate that experience. Their request to Aaron, “עשה לנו אלהים,” which the Targum renders “עבד לנא דחלין,” meaning “make for us something we will fear,” was an attempt to generate awe through some other means, some other conduit, not to serve another god.
Their failure was not theological betrayal but a tragic mistake in the path they chose to reach the Divine. They confused יראה חיצונית, external fear, with authentic awe that leads to awareness of God. Even the Torah’s description of them as “עם קשה עורף” becomes reframed. They remained stubborn in their longing to reach God, though tragically misguided in how they tried to do so.
Moshe’s plea, “ועתה אם תשא חטאתם,” reflects the possibility that repentance can transform even grave failure, reinterpreting the sin as error rather than rebellion.
The final proof of authentic awe appears in Moshe himself.
The verse “קרן עור פניו” is not merely poetic radiance. The Ma’or VaShemesh explains that when a person sanctifies himself completely, the Divine presence rests upon him so powerfully that it becomes visible. Before Israel, that light radiates and inspires awe. Before the Shechinah, however, it dissolves like a candle before a torch.
The episode therefore unfolds in three movements: the search for יראת הרוממות, the search for that awe through the wrong conduit, and finally the example of Moshe himself, whose holiness reflects the Divine presence.
True יראת הרוממות cannot be manufactured. It must be cultivated through the proper conduit that leads a person toward awareness of the Divine.
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Prepared by Rabbi Shalom (Saul) Orbach
The Ma’or Va-Shemesh is a classic Hasidic commentary on the weekly portions and festivals by R. Kalonymus Kalman Epstein of Kraków (1751-1823). A foremost later disciple, and for years the Shamash, of R. Elimelech of Lizhensk, he emerged after his rebbe’s passing as a leading figure in the fourth generation of Chassidut and of Polish Hasidism. His Torah blends close reading of the Psukim with mystical depth, emphasizing Dvekut, heartfelt prayer, joy, and sanctifying the everyday, with a hallmark leadership ethic: the tzaddik sweetens judgment into mercy and draws people close.